Your brain feels like a slug and your head is just there and it's really heavy and you don't move it much in case it falls to the side and just keeps falling.
Your eyes are heavy but you don't feel tired. You can't pull a smile even at the hint of something funny. Your expression is the loosest but tightest that its ever been.
Your teeth just sit on one another and if you concentrate your mind on them they actually hurt.
Your arms feel like they're detached from the body entirely. They just hang by your sides and don't do anything. They don't fidget or throw things. They just sit there.
Your legs are just there. You can feel a faint thumping in your foot as if you can feel the blood pushing itself back up the body and towards the heart. Your feet are cold but they're covered in socks and shoes and the room is warm.
The voice inside your head is a deep one.
It tells everyone and everything to go fuck itself.
If you go to sleep in this state, you'll feel even more tired when you wake up.
I don't like this feeling.
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